a letter to my love.
if you ever stumble upon this someday, know that its sincere, with the best intentions, and straight from my heart;
dont shoot me down when i'm only trying to cheer you up.
sometimes we're meant to dream big.
maybe life cant always be taken at face value,
we can't always call a spade a spade.
i fell in love with you, i'm yours.
isnt that worth something?
arent my words worth something?
sometimes it feels like you only hear the negative, never the resolution.
its like you always fall deaf before the sunny side of the conversation.
i love you.
i want to be with you, always.
theres no one else out there for me.
you truly are the most beautiful thing i've ever seen.
believe me.
please.
for once, take my words for what they are, and know that they really do hold as much as i lead on.
you met me at a very peculiar time in my life.
you walked in while i was halfway through with sweeping out the old.
this transition is a tough one.
i take my time, i dont wanna live too fast.
you say you're afraid of dying, and i know thats hard to deal with..
but i'm terrified of not truly living.
i want to live on my own terms.
doing what i love.
so that when i face the end, i know that i gave it everything, and i had a good run.
so baby dont cry when you think of dying, because thats the easiest part.
just try your best to look up, and see the good in life.
its there, i promise.
more than anything, i believe thats true.
in all cases.
darlin, its there.
we have our love, and our dreams.
those alone make me the happiest manboy alive.
i promise.
please, share this feeling with me.
lets share our lives.
lets live.
forever, together.
i won't have it any other way.
i love you.
-andrew.
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