life on a canvas

a letter to my love.

2007-06-13T04:00:13Z

if you ever stumble upon this someday, know that its sincere, with the best intentions, and straight from my heart;

dont shoot me down when i'm only trying to cheer you up.
sometimes we're meant to dream big.
maybe life cant always be taken at face value,
we can't always call a spade a spade.
i fell in love with you, i'm yours.
isnt that worth something?
arent my words worth something?
sometimes it feels like you only hear the negative, never the resolution.
its like you always fall deaf before the sunny side of the conversation.
i love you.
i want to be with you, always.
theres no one else out there for me.
you truly are the most beautiful thing i've ever seen.
believe me.
please.
for once, take my words for what they are, and know that they really do hold as much as i lead on.
you met me at a very peculiar time in my life.
you walked in while i was halfway through with sweeping out the old.
this transition is a tough one.
i take my time, i dont wanna live too fast.
you say you're afraid of dying, and i know thats hard to deal with..
but i'm terrified of not truly living.
i want to live on my own terms.
doing what i love.
so that when i face the end, i know that i gave it everything, and i had a good run.
so baby dont cry when you think of dying, because thats the easiest part.
just try your best to look up, and see the good in life.
its there, i promise.
more than anything, i believe thats true.
in all cases.
darlin, its there.
we have our love, and our dreams.
those alone make me the happiest manboy alive.
i promise.
please, share this feeling with me.
lets share our lives.
lets live.
forever, together.
i won't have it any other way.

i love you.

-andrew.

maymemories @ 2007-05-22T02:19:00

2007-05-22T06:19:47Z

i'm in love.
can you believe it, still?

almost 6 months.

i love her.
i really do.

i never wanna stop.

/end.

maymemories @ 2006-10-03T16:05:00

2006-10-03T20:06:56Z

so i'm moving.

may not be on as much for a while, i'm not really sure.
i dont really have much to say about it right now.

i'll post more later.

.androo.

maymemories @ 2006-09-29T12:16:00

2006-09-29T16:16:56Z

the car battery is dead.

goddamnittttttt.

maymemories @ 2006-09-28T22:58:00

2006-09-29T03:04:33Z

way to go andrew.

jump the fucking romance gun.
get shot to hell in the end.

nice one.

buhh.

being loved just isnt my bag,baby.
apparently.

fuuck. =[[

maymemories @ 2006-09-23T17:12:00

2006-09-23T21:13:31Z

ok, this one is pretty much just bits of footage that wouldnt go anywhere else.

yay.

maymemories @ 2006-09-22T16:01:00

2006-09-22T20:01:53Z

so, I guess the geek-dom ensues.

I'm having way too much fun with this.

maymemories @ 2006-09-21T23:47:00

2006-09-22T03:47:59Z

oh.

and if you gotta problem with Dwight Yokum, you gotta problem with me.

maymemories @ 2006-09-21T23:41:00

2006-09-22T03:42:18Z

so I pretty much have no life, lol.

guh.

maymemories @ 2006-09-20T17:17:00

2006-09-20T21:25:56Z

today has felt crazy from the get-go.
My roomies are getting a monkey soon.I cant wait..
I've been listening to southern/bluegrass and rap all day.
my playlist is srsly:ODB,Old Crow Medicine Show,Hank Williams III,Beastie Boys,Ralph Stanley,Lucero, etc....

good stuff indeed.

i forgot to post a picture today. oops.

i meant to start doing that from now on.
shitty quality, i know.
but thats how i'm keeping it.
it looks more like real life, and less like artwork.

anyway, i love you guys.

guhbye.

maymemories @ 2006-09-19T12:18:00

2006-09-19T16:19:48Z

SOMEBODY:

^{keep me}

maymemories @ 2006-09-19T12:04:00

2006-09-19T16:05:43Z

a shitty webcam pic,indeed.

but now you know what kind of day I'm having.

//andROO.

maymemories @ 2006-09-19T01:11:00

2006-09-19T05:11:46Z

so.

I'm pretty goddamn certain I need a significant other.

bye.

maymemories @ 2006-09-18T11:51:00

2006-09-18T15:53:21Z

if this is breakfast

then I guess its gonna be a good day.

yeah.

maymemories @ 2006-09-14T22:58:00

2006-09-15T02:56:02Z

ok.

I'm going to stop pretending that people actually read these things.

in fact, you probably just picked out that single sentence while scrolling through your friends page. Anyway, life is life, been having my ups and downs.

I need someone. k, thats all about that.

on the upside, I should be playing with a band again soon. Hopefully all that works out. My buddy Nicc is in from training[military], so I'm trying to do all I can with him before he ships out to the big sandbox overseas. Which is in like.. 10 days.

but yeah. I love you peeps,

andrew.

maymemories @ 2006-09-01T14:06:00

2006-09-01T18:08:37Z

this has been my fuel for the past two days.

♥

I have gastroenteritis [a stomache virus?] and a damn kidney infection. This is so gay.

buhh.

i'm feelin somewhat better tho.
see me soon? pls...

maymemories @ 2006-09-01T01:51:00

2006-09-01T05:50:45Z

so, i've decided i really wanna be in a Set Your Goals/Kid Dynamite/Stretch Arm Strong kind of band. yeah. thnx.

andROO.

maymemories @ 2006-08-24T21:15:00

2006-08-25T01:19:04Z

who wants to party this weekend?
and more importantly,who wants to throw in for beer??
me and dustin have the house for a few days.

should be funn.

give us a call, 258-7629

word.

maymemories @ 2006-08-23T10:08:00

2006-08-23T14:12:11Z

i'm still alive.

i'm still andrew.

and for god's sake, i'd still like to chill with you fine people.

kthnx.

love.

maymemories @ 2006-08-06T06:25:00

2006-08-06T10:31:21Z

its a good day.

the sun is peaking over the mountaintops outside the window.

i'll be in corbin monday.. i know i've put off the date 2 or 3 times, but this one is settled.

i found someone to talk to, and she is awesome.
but that is all it is, and all it will be for a long long while.
i dont have it in me for a relationship.
and, i'm not that shady. pls.

anyway, it turns out the world is habitible afterall.
crazy.

i'll be movin to devils creek soon, like in a matter of weeks i'm pretty sure.

so there, theres your update.

i'm doin great.

.andROO.

maymemories @ 2006-07-14T10:25:00

2006-07-14T14:25:33Z

oh, and i cant believe how some ppl turn on you, at the drop of a hat.

wow. srsly.

maymemories @ 2006-06-29T11:55:00

2006-06-29T16:06:57Z

i'm not dead yet.

i just have very few ways of contacting ANYONE.
i've had no phone and no internet for the past two weeks.
i'll get this straightened out soon enough.

i love you people.

ps.

kayla,dustin, lets get together soon and play catchup. And,sorry for being so unpredictable. :(

maymemories @ 2005-11-24T05:46:00

2005-11-24T10:47:25Z

so comment.. and I'll decide .